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wow I made my goal weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

phoebsfan wrote:

Polygirl wrote:

phoebsfan wrote:I actually should go to bed. I have to work tomorrow at six and I've been bad and not going to bed till later than I should. The other night I only got three and a half hours of sleep. I don't function well on that little sleep I've found out.

thats rough sleep is nessary for health and good behavior

ah ha... I must need more sleep then... I have real problems with the good behavior bit.

Go to sleep, Darling. We'll be around. Get some rest so that dealing with crap isn't so overwhelming.

we will be here tomorrow we have no lives and bed rest makes for chatty on the internet

Congrats on 2500, poly

thanks jonezy

Polygirl wrote:at least your mom saw her issues the big thing that stops me from reconnecting with my mom besides all the past is the fact that she is still off her meds and dosn't think she did anything wrong in her eyes shes fine and the rest of the world is evil and just out to get her

yeah, that is really hard. My mother's mother was never medicated and refused to believe that she had a problem. I think my mom saw that and decided not to to put us through what she had to go through. And I don't blame you for not reconnecting when she doesn't think there is a problem. I'm sorry about that and I wish there was something I could do or tell you. But really, if she doesn't see a problem then you're at kind of a stand still anyway. That just sucks.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cullen I just realized I now am stuck with cullen forever

phoebsfan wrote:

Polygirl wrote:at least your mom saw her issues the big thing that stops me from reconnecting with my mom besides all the past is the fact that she is still off her meds and dosn't think she did anything wrong in her eyes shes fine and the rest of the world is evil and just out to get her

yeah, that is really hard. My mother's mother was never medicated and refused to believe that she had a problem. I think my mom saw that and decided not to to put us through what she had to go through. And I don't blame you for not reconnecting when she doesn't think there is a problem. I'm sorry about that and I wish there was something I could do or tell you. But really, if she doesn't see a problem then you're at kind of a stand still anyway. That just sucks.

at this point I just tend to think of her as dead and have comteplated telling people that as when I tell them all this they don't know how to act

Polygirl wrote:

phoebsfan wrote:

Polygirl wrote:

phoebsfan wrote:I actually should go to bed. I have to work tomorrow at six and I've been bad and not going to bed till later than I should. The other night I only got three and a half hours of sleep. I don't function well on that little sleep I've found out.

thats rough sleep is nessary for health and good behavior

ah ha... I must need more sleep then... I have real problems with the good behavior bit.

thats why I hide out in my room alot if I have to interact with lots of people I tend to get cranky and people think I am a bitch

LOL me too. I tell people I have a very small tolerance for actual interaction with people or a low social quota. When I exceed that I get very cranky and bitchy.

Congrats Poly... I'm sorry about Cullen though.

Ok... now I'm going to go to bed like a good girl... I should only have to work for a few hours tomorrow...yay.

You two need to be spoiled something awful. It would take extremely high doses to even sink in that somebody was willing to make you a priority.

phoebsfan wrote:

Polygirl wrote:

phoebsfan wrote:

Polygirl wrote:

phoebsfan wrote:I actually should go to bed. I have to work tomorrow at six and I've been bad and not going to bed till later than I should. The other night I only got three and a half hours of sleep. I don't function well on that little sleep I've found out.

thats rough sleep is nessary for health and good behavior

ah ha... I must need more sleep then... I have real problems with the good behavior bit.

thats why I hide out in my room alot if I have to interact with lots of people I tend to get cranky and people think I am a bitch

LOL me too. I tell people I have a very small tolerance for actual interaction with people or a low social quota. When I exceed that I get very cranky and bitchy.

exactly thats why I work in jobs where I don't have to deal with people like with animals or stacks in a library

good night phoebs

phoebsfan wrote:Congrats Poly... I'm sorry about Cullen though.

Ok... now I'm going to go to bed like a good girl... I should only have to work for a few hours tomorrow...yay.

Good Night. I wish you rest and some contentment.

jonezn4Bones wrote:You two need to be spoiled something awful. It would take extremely high doses to even sink in that somebody was willing to make you a priority.

hum that might be one of my problems with dating...