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ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:Crap.

do I want to ask why?

Don't really have an answer.

something happened?

No.

anything I can do?

Go back in time like 9 months before all this crap started?
Or 2 1/2 years before the other crap started?
Or like punch me in the face?

can't do
can't do
and wouldn't even think about doing

Hm. Damn.

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

you still seeing a doctor for that?
you might need to talk to her about your problems

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

you still seeing a doctor for that?
you might need to talk to her about your problems

She left. Which is typical.
Seeing her replacement on Monday...

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

you still seeing a doctor for that?
you might need to talk to her about your problems

She left. Which is typical.
Seeing her replacement on Monday...

you can't tell me that you really think, she left because of you?
do you even think about some of those things you write and say?

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

you still seeing a doctor for that?
you might need to talk to her about your problems

She left. Which is typical.
Seeing her replacement on Monday...

you can't tell me that you really think, she left because of you?
do you even think about some of those things you write and say?

No, I know she didnt.
And what do you mean?

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:

fairytales_end wrote:

ToZiKa wrote:Casey?
would you please calm down and tell me what's wrong today?

I don't know.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so damn crap constantly.
I just.
Ah.

you still seeing a doctor for that?
you might need to talk to her about your problems

She left. Which is typical.
Seeing her replacement on Monday...

you can't tell me that you really think, she left because of you?
do you even think about some of those things you write and say?

No, I know she didnt.
And what do you mean?

I know that you probably won't talk to me for a while after that.....but you know you always come in here and tell me/us that you feel like crap.....we try to get you to talk and it always ends with that you don't really know what's wrong and that we should just go back in time......but you never tell us what really happened, or what caused the sadness or whatever
and you keep thinking and saying that everybody leaves you, no one likes you and that almost everyone is just out to hurt you
and you know damn well that that is not true

I don't know what happened.
Nothing happened.
It's like everything's a never-ending spiral.
I always end up feeling like this.
And I honestly don't know what to say.
I can fuck off for a while if that's what you really want.

see that's exactly what I am talking about
you are down and in turn you try to make me feel bad about it
I don't want you to go, I want you to get help
but I seriously don't think that I can keep listening to your whining all the time
everything you talk about is how bad life is, how stupid your friends and family are and how much you hate everything
when was the last time, you told anything happy on here?
do you even still remember that?

ToZiKa wrote:see that's exactly what I am talking about
you are down and in turn you try to make me feel bad about it
I don't want you to go, I want you to get help
but I seriously don't think that I can keep listening to your whining all the time
everything you talk about is how bad life is, how stupid your friends and family are and how much you hate everything
when was the last time, you told anything happy on here?
do you even still remember that?

I don't remember the last time I'm happy.
I'm not trying to make you feel bad.
I'm sorry.
I love you but I'll leave now.

figured....sure take the easy way out like always

I think I need to get out of here.....
where are Pimp or Turi when you need them?

anyway
I'll be back later

ToZiKa wrote:I think I need to get out of here.....
where are Pimp or Turi when you need them?

anyway
I'll be back later

*sigh* I don't know what to say. Toz, I can see your point, Casey, you're a nice kid, but it wears on people to see nothing but sadness, gloominess,and depressing thoughts. And to know that nothing we say or try will make any difference to you. This place, especially the IHBFC, is supposed to be a light, bubbly place to come and have some fun, but if you're here day after day after day, telling us how bad your life is, and reacting with negativity to almost every comment and suggestion we make, it gets to the point where no one wants to be here when you are.

I think, if you come here, you should make an effort to be more up beat, it might be a good exercise for you, or at the very least, try to leave all that baggage behind for a while and try to lighten up some here. It won't hurt you, I promise, and it might do you some good.

I've watched these interactions you have, and it almost seems the more concern you receive, the deeper you sink into whatever it is your sinking into, like you feed on the concern and worry of the people you talk to.
Brighten up, come here and try to leave all that shit behind for a while, and lets try to have some fun. I know you have some troubles, who doesn't? But this place is an ideal place to leave it all behind for a while and have some fun. Try, PLEASE, try!!!!

hey